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The Born Losers (1967)
IMDB rating: 5.60
Plot: A malicious motorcycle gang harasses the residents of a small California town, intimidating most residents to not report them to the police. Among the gang’s crimes is the rape of four young women. As the gang attempts to threaten the women into not testifying at the indictment hearing, one of the women, Vicki, comes under the protection of Billy Jack, who has also had several altercations with the gang. The gang escalates their pressure on both Vicki and Billy Jack to keep her out of the courtroom.
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Directors: Laughlin Tom
Actors: Laughlin Tom,Slate Jeremy,Wellman Jr. William,Starrett Jack,Bruce Paul,Cleaves Robert,Prokop Paul,Tessier Robert,Cooper Jeff,Lancaster Stuart,Hoban Gordon,Action,Drama,Thriller,
I can't stand myself..what do you think about this situation?
I keep thinking about this over and over, I can’t quit worrying and stressing over it.
I have 3 male professors (I am uncomfortable around men in general). I am very socially awkward and whenever I am called on, I get so nervous I can’t even speak a word. Not a single damn word. Just nod or shake my head like a moron. I can’t even make eye contact or anything and when they try to joke with me I get so nervous that I can’t even laugh even though I appreciate their humor.
Anyways, this week in one class the professor kept calling on me and calling me even though he KNEW he would get no information from me, I dn’t get why he kept on.Finally I was able to speak and answered his question honestly and he got a little mad at me bc he thinks im doing this on purpose I think. I don’t get why he doesn’t just leave me alone in the first place??
In the class after that, the prof was taking roll and he skipped my name and I hesitantly told him. He looked at me for a few seconds then made a big deal out of my finding my name and checking it off. Then he told a story about how when he was in school or something he couldn’t read left to right, he read straight down and that’s why sometimes he misses names. At the end of this he said he could see i was bored with his story and he was sorry to bore me, I think he got mad, but honestly I was listening and I even thought he was very funny and i get he was joking around with me and teasing, but I couldn’t do anything but look at my desk and say "okay" the whole time.
In the middle of class during a video, he wandered up to my seat and leaned over to me and said he was sorry if he embarrassed me. I told him he didn’t, because he really didn’t! He then tapped me on the arm and smiled and walked off. The rest of the class period he kept making eye contact with me and asked me a question which i completely blew and stumbled through.
I can’t get it off my mind that I suck..I am so awkweard and i can’t SPEAK. I am 25 so I should be old enough to not act this way!! I feel terrible that he thought I was bored and also very embarrassed that he actually apologized to me thinking I can’t take a joke. I can take a joke, I don’t need osmeone to apologize to me. Now I feel he is always watching me bc he doesn’t like me or something.
Today in class with another prof at the end he asked me a question as i was leaving and I answered quickly and said "bye" and left bc i couldnt help it, all i could think of was i wanted out of there.
Anyone ever been like this? What do you do about it??? It’s getting to the point I can’t stand or like myself. I act like such a baby and feel so alien and like a loser. Why can’t I just have a normal conversation with people instead of totally shutting down????
LOL@Kurt…good stuff man
In your case, I think anger would be a nice motivator. Close your eyes and summon that rage. Soon, people will be great-full when you’re quiet.
Y!A Junkie | Feb 04, 2010
ok well you have a problem with an easy fix… stop being a bitch who wants peace and love and wants gay marrage to pass, and learn how to be aggressive and take what you want, or your just a waste of space
Kurt | Feb 04, 2010
You may have social anxiety. I would do some research. There could be help out there for you and although drugs aren’t the answer to everything they may help you while you did some cognitive behavioral therapy.
Good Luck!
http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/diso rder/
zen_rebel | Feb 04, 2010
I used to be like that, and I hated it.
I devoted my life to changing that, working on it, talking to friends and family. I actually had a therapist at one point.
You sound like you care about what other people think. You shouldn’t. Just try to be yourself, push yourself and try your best. It’s seriously surprising what a bit of effort can do. With enough, you can do almost anything.
It’s horrible being that shy, I know exactly how I feel, and I can totally empathize with you. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with it though, you have to accept yourself for who you are. You are who you are, and that’s something no one else can be.
You have a blank canvas stretched out before you, a huge, giant one. So you have to paint your way. When you finish, you want to have the most beautiful painting of all, right? So you have to push yourself in that direction. Get the best supplies, fill it with the best memories.
Sure, if you make a mistake, who cares! Laugh it off, you won’t regret laughing at yourself. It helped me a lot.
I just learned to lighten up. We’re all here to live, why get all worried and shy when that’s hiding all these possibilities in front of us?!
Just remember one little thing.
Smile: you’re beautiful. ;D
Abidarlin | Feb 04, 2010
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